I Got Rejected By My Crush
Let me tell you the sad story of how I got rejected by my crush. A few months ago, when everyone started the second semester of school, I was thrown in to the same class as the boy that I I liked in eighth grade ( im currently in tenth going on eleventh) for only a week. At first, I felt kind of awkward since his desk was near mines and I was trying to move on from a previous crush already. It didn't take a million years for my feelings for him to eradicate again, only I liked him for more than a week; I liked him for nearly five months, probably because I actually got to know him. He's funny, smart, handsome, spontaneous, and he even listens to music with the volume on high like me. Unfortunately, he switched out of our class since our teacher kept on bugging him about him constantly using his phone and got exhausted of her nagging him every second.
Because my friend shares a class with him, I took the opportunity to express my feelings to him (since I figured that it wasn't healthy to store it all in). Since I have an anxiety disorder, I resorted to writing him a note to express my feelings to him without sounding like an utter fool and turning red. Hell, it even took a lots of guts for me to sign my name at the bottom so he know who sent him the message instead of him wondering. And...I gave him my number, believing that he will call me. Btw, I didn't ask him out. I just wrote down my number and told him if he wanted to start a friendship or some sort of relationship then call.
Unfortunately, he didn't. For the next few days, I waited to recieve an anonymous number on my phone only to encounter bill collectors and telemarketers. Of course, I was hurt, but I couldn't get over him. I searched up on WikiHow, 'How To Forget About Your Crush', alas, the methods never work. When I see him in the hallway, he never glances in my direction-its like I'm a ghost that disrupted his peace for one second.
Now,I'm patiently waiting for someone to rush in my life to forget about him. Usually, when I see someome better than the person I have a crush on, my viewpoints shifts from one person to the next.
Because my friend shares a class with him, I took the opportunity to express my feelings to him (since I figured that it wasn't healthy to store it all in). Since I have an anxiety disorder, I resorted to writing him a note to express my feelings to him without sounding like an utter fool and turning red. Hell, it even took a lots of guts for me to sign my name at the bottom so he know who sent him the message instead of him wondering. And...I gave him my number, believing that he will call me. Btw, I didn't ask him out. I just wrote down my number and told him if he wanted to start a friendship or some sort of relationship then call.
Unfortunately, he didn't. For the next few days, I waited to recieve an anonymous number on my phone only to encounter bill collectors and telemarketers. Of course, I was hurt, but I couldn't get over him. I searched up on WikiHow, 'How To Forget About Your Crush', alas, the methods never work. When I see him in the hallway, he never glances in my direction-its like I'm a ghost that disrupted his peace for one second.
Now,I'm patiently waiting for someone to rush in my life to forget about him. Usually, when I see someome better than the person I have a crush on, my viewpoints shifts from one person to the next.
