I Am Hurting

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I woke up today in the worst mood ever I havant felt that shit in a very long time and now I feel so emotional like I could burst into tears..

I guess I realised I have been going through this twinflame situation on my own for many years and being the one to chase her and being ignored constantly from her takes its toll on me.

I need to learn if ignored by someone never disturb them again and get the hint they are not interested whether a twinflame or not which is easier said than done when it's the only person you want to talk to and hear from.

I have a lot to think about before 2020 is here and need to find my strength to not contact her because all it's doing is hurting my soul and making me miserable.

I need to find a way to wipe her from my heart and mind there has to be a way to do that spiritual connection or not right?

I have to keep busy I think that's the only way I can ignore this pain I'm in right now!