I Have Mental Disorders

I often have hallucinations, hear voices & have flashbacks. But the more recent one was last night. I had a vision of me surrounded by the people I killed. The voices tell me it's ok. But I can't control any of it, it kinda takes over me. Unlike most people, I like having dark visions, dreams, etc. In my past I've acted on the urges & it never bothered me. I was already diagnosed with physcopathy so I know there's no other side of me. The doc/therapist said I was probably born with it but it took a while to show. My uncle tries to snap me out of it most of the time but my mind shuts down. I just sit there till it's over, than I'm fine.