I Am a Goody Two-shoes

You live for the longest of times as the "good" boy or girl you are or have been for so long, being so quiet, being so obidiant, being just as they want you to be.....and nothing else.....but what if you weren't this just this good and quiet boy or little boy or girl, one day you just had a change of heart...and you realize this "This just isn't for me" and come to conclusion that you feel like nothing is working so you just want to break....and open up into something new. Something that someone has never seen of you before, something that someone would've never expected of you....you're done being Mr(s). Quiet little nice guy/gal...and now you do things you'd promised not to do, that others would have never expected of you, that the "good" ole you would have pushed away. Well now your in it! Filled with the thrill, fuel by the ecstasy that are these very moments!

Is it corruption? or are you bewitched by that side of the world you see?

Is your heart a lie now? Have you now betrayed your own heart for this?

I can't say but....if it is so then is it worth it?...to give up everything so that you somehow feel more full of it then you were before?...