I am in a dark placeI’m frozen , unable to move. Paralyzed , my lifeless body can’t see past the pain. Hope is gone , dreams are desolate . The darkness takes over my soul .
Sometimes I get in my headLike a dialogue of negative thoughts or scenarios. It's when I'm pissed off or stressed. I haven't slept much the last couple days and I've had busy workdays and a load of work to do for my counselling classes. That and running errands for the...See More »
I feel misunderstoodMy aunt expressed pity towards my lifestyle and goals. She said some things that just made me feel so angry. I didn't say anything because I didn't know how to respond to her comments. Then we awkwardly stood in silence for a few moments before she...See More »
damn i could cry right now...i have a little shrine with both my parents urns on my wall unit. on it were my parent's wedding bands that were linked together on top of the urns. they are gone. i thought maybe my cat knocked them off but i can't find them anywhere. now i am...See More »
I've been like this guy since January, but I turned him down today. It feels quite heavy.He only texts me whenever he wants. He asks beyond my boundaries. Sometimes he don't message me at all for 1 day. So I often treat him rudely like I don't care. He denies things that's obviously happening.
now that it's getting warmer i'm about to start getting more depressed.i don't think i'm going to make it through spring/summer. i really hope i finally find the confidence to be a man and end my life.
I’m driving inland tomorrow for an escape!I’m just in need of a change of scenery, so I shall drive inland, maybe towards Montserrat or some such place for a little change. There are some vineyards inland, mostly for Cava style wine and some have shops where you can buy cases. I am out...See More »
I don't even know anymoreDeath sounds so nice to me honestly.. I can't deal with all the stress anymore, I didn't ask to be born, and I won't be able to forgive myself if I fail. I had a promise I made to myself when I was very young, that I'd end it all at nineteen if I...See More »
Chýbajúci domov, vojnová krajina skazy musí byť smutná!Toto je jazyk môjho domova, slovenčina, a predsa sa cítim byť taký Ukrajinec, keď som tam žil takmer dvadsať rokov! Cítim sa stratený a stýska sa mi po tom všetkom, čo Rusi opäť zničili.
Barcelona todayBarcelona for me is a haven. Yes these are some moments that I would rather not see happening but in essence it is a happy place. Today by lunchtime it is said it could be twenty three degrees Celsius, a lot warmer than the last couple days but...See More »