I Love the Experience Project
I found love on EP...
I really feel sw is a nice substitute for what EP offered, however it doesn't replace it. I never thought I'd find love on EP but I realize now I truly did. He and I met on there and only lived about an hour apart. I remember I never responded to his initial message until a few months later. Once I did we communicated all day long for many months. I was living with an ex at the time getting out of a relationship where I felt very neglected. I remember thinking our connection was so strong, that how could my next relationship be so easy. I needed him. We connected on so many levels, and became addicted to each other. But mostly we laughed. He made me so happy. I have had many relationships, almost a marriage and I realize our bond was the best and deepest thing I've ever felt. After some time we met in person and I stayed with him for a week. It was great at first but then I don't know what happened. I messed it up. I regret so much because years later I realize he's the only person I loved. I never told him that, or knew it in the moment. However I can reflect on it now and know. We not longer talk and he now has a family. Deep down though I can't help but wonder if he ever found this site like so many of us EP users and made the leap. If so, he no longer uses the same name. EP brought us together. I am never looking for something like that again but I am thankful that there was platform that lead me to someone I loved, if only for a brief time.
I really feel sw is a nice substitute for what EP offered, however it doesn't replace it. I never thought I'd find love on EP but I realize now I truly did. He and I met on there and only lived about an hour apart. I remember I never responded to his initial message until a few months later. Once I did we communicated all day long for many months. I was living with an ex at the time getting out of a relationship where I felt very neglected. I remember thinking our connection was so strong, that how could my next relationship be so easy. I needed him. We connected on so many levels, and became addicted to each other. But mostly we laughed. He made me so happy. I have had many relationships, almost a marriage and I realize our bond was the best and deepest thing I've ever felt. After some time we met in person and I stayed with him for a week. It was great at first but then I don't know what happened. I messed it up. I regret so much because years later I realize he's the only person I loved. I never told him that, or knew it in the moment. However I can reflect on it now and know. We not longer talk and he now has a family. Deep down though I can't help but wonder if he ever found this site like so many of us EP users and made the leap. If so, he no longer uses the same name. EP brought us together. I am never looking for something like that again but I am thankful that there was platform that lead me to someone I loved, if only for a brief time.
41-45, F
