I Am a Thinker

Fine = bad, but coping
I hate this feeling. My heart beats every beat. My body feels like lead, I feel like I've failed. I feel as though no one exists in the world. I fcking hate being a hormornal, emotional creature. If I had a chance to shut off every emotion, I would. I never want to feel any emotion again, positive or negative.

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mstud17

No way, indifference is the worst feeling. trust me you dont want to have that. it makes me happy to even feel negative knowing nothing lasts forever even especially emotions. it gets better.

C9poke · 22-25, M

When I'm not "fine" I'm indifferent.
I'm aware it gets better, I'm pissed off that I feel to shitty though

C9poke · 22-25, M

There's never "happy" or "content" it's "fine" or "indifferent"

mstud17

i think fine's good. Lol. well i consider feeling indifferent as feeling nothing. well theres nothing else to advice but to try to do something that makes you happy.

onnorleis

It gets better.

junipersun21

I feel you.

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