I Want You To See My Heart
"Three things cannot long be hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth." ---Buddhai
My heart is crying long and hard.
I know you don't understand.
My gut is twisting and pulling.
I wish this could make sense to you.
I know I have been on an emotional roller coaster and have taken you with me.
I'm afraid that, because of that, you think I'm crazy.
I want you to see my heart.
I want you to understand.
I want you to know that I understand you and your dilemmas and decisions.
I want you to see me.
After all that I have been through, it is hurting so bad to be hidden, to be on the perimeter of your life. To have no timeline, no idea when i will be able to live in truth. The depression and anxiety you have felt is where I am...again. I do not want to lose you from my life. I know you're not going to believe this, but I know I am hurting as much as you are right now. Please please see. Please try to see. Please don't overlook how much i have tried.
My heart is crying long and hard.
I know you don't understand.
My gut is twisting and pulling.
I wish this could make sense to you.
I know I have been on an emotional roller coaster and have taken you with me.
I'm afraid that, because of that, you think I'm crazy.
I want you to see my heart.
I want you to understand.
I want you to know that I understand you and your dilemmas and decisions.
I want you to see me.
After all that I have been through, it is hurting so bad to be hidden, to be on the perimeter of your life. To have no timeline, no idea when i will be able to live in truth. The depression and anxiety you have felt is where I am...again. I do not want to lose you from my life. I know you're not going to believe this, but I know I am hurting as much as you are right now. Please please see. Please try to see. Please don't overlook how much i have tried.
