I lost my friends when I expected them to do what I've been willing to do for them.

@BetweenKittensandRiots can I give you an advice? Your choice if you want to listen.

If you think you have something worth keeping then you owe it to them and yourself to not look elsewhere. Instead look for ways of how you can be better for them. :)

@Casheyane I don't really care about any of that.

I don't like monogamy never really did.

just because society tries to indoctoriante us all into thinking its the ideal relationship doesn't mean it works on us all. Alternative lifestyles have bad representation in the media so I can understand why you'd feel that way but it's simply not.

aside it's not really my decision, she's the one who has more than one.

@Casheyane I did what to convey sentiment though, she has encouraged me to put myself out there and keep looking.

The girl is doing something i've always dreamed about and playing you know cheerleader to the idea of my seducing other women. nobodies ever loved me like that....